Someone asks for prayers, I want to say, O sure I’ll do nothing, dip shit as I roll my eyes and shake my head in disgust at their wasted pleas
I don’t though. I know they are stupid and weak and afraid -I am too
The main difference between us is I get peace from impermenance. When shit gets real hard, it’s what gives me compassion and grip
I don’t want them to know I get meaning from all their unanswered prays.
I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore
Just because they can’t find their keys or are dying of cancer in front their family.
I’m just happier believing it’s bad luck